00 :00 :00 Previously on "Grey's Anatomy"... 00 :00 :02 We had sex -- once. 00 :00 :04 Go out with me. 00 :00 :05 You know you're my boss. 00 :00 :06 You know it's against the rules. 00 :00 :07 Do you like Izzie? Is that what this is about? 00 :00 :09 Izzie? No. She's not the one I'm attracted to. 00 :00 :11 Not the one. So there's a one. 00 :00 :13 Haven't you ever been attracted to someone you couldn't have? 00 :00 :16 Meredith. 00 :00 :18 Just coffee. 00 :00 :19 Good. 00 :00 :20 Okay. 00 :00 :21 Okay. 00 :00 :21 But your mother's alzheimer's is advancing. 00 :00 :23 So while she's still lucid enough to consent, 00 :00 :25 she needs to sign everything over to you. 00 :00 :27 Me? 00 :00 :29 Thanks for the coffee. 00 :00 :35 So, you blew me off for a bottle of tequila. 00 :00 :37 That's not nearly as much fun to wake up to. 00 :00 :40 You mind moving this tail wagon? 00 :00 :42 You're blocking me in. 00 :00 :46 A couple hundred years ago, 00 :00 :48 Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success -- 00 :00 :52 "never leave that till tomorrow," he said, "what you can do today." 00 :01 :04 This is the man who discovered electricity. 00 :01 :06 You'd think more of us would listen to what he had to say. 00 :01 :14 I don't know why we put things off, 00 :01 :17 but if I had to guess, 00 :01 :19 I'd say it has a lot to do with fear -- 00 :01 :24 fear of failure, 00 :01 :26 fear of pain, 00 :01 :27 fear of rejection. 00 :01 :34 Wouldn't it be easier to just ask her out? 00 :01 :51 - She's gonna be late.- Maybe not. 00 :01 :55 - We should wait for her.- Definitely not. 00 :01 :58 I'm not her mother, and you are not her boyfriend -- not yet, anyway. 00 :02 :01 Stop, okay? I told you I'm not interested. 00 :02 :04 Life is short, George. 00 :02 :06 Do you really want to die before you ever ask her out? 00 :02 :09 I do not want to ask her out. 00 :02 :11 Do you really want to die a liar? 00 :02 :13 I'm not -- 00 :02 :15 I'm not dying. 00 :02 :18 Sometimes, the fear is just of making a decision... 00 :02 :23 because what if you're wrong? 00 :02 :25 What if you're making a mistake you can't undo? 00 :02 :29 Crap. 00 :02 :30 Crap? 00 :02 :31 Hi. I'm late. 00 :02 :33 You're avoiding me. 00 :02 :34 Yes, but also late. 00 :02 :36 Oh, are we gonna talk about this? 00 :02 :38 No. 00 :02 :39 About us and Bailey and what she saw? 00 :02 :41 I don't need to talk about it. I experienced it... naked. 00 :02 :44 This is getting complicated. 00 :02 :46 Complicated for me. 00 :02 :47 I'm the intern sleeping with the attending. 00 :02 :49 Bailey isn't speaking to me anymore. 00 :02 :51 Not that that's a bad thing. 00 :02 :53 If I was a better guy, I'd walk away. 00 :02 :56 Yes, you would. 00 :02 :59 Do you want me to be a better guy? 00 :03 :01 Yes. 00 :03 :04 No. 00 :03 :07 Crap. 00 :03 :08 I'm late. 00 :03 :10 Take your time. 00 :03 :13 Think about it. 00 :03 :24 Thanks. 00 :03 :28 Is this a -- should we talk about this? 00 :03 :33 Yeah, definitely. 00 :03 :47 You're late. 00 :03 :48 So are you. 00 :03 :49 I know, and I can't afford to piss off Bailey any more. 00 :03 :52 Do you think she told anyone? 00 :03 :54 About you and Mcdreamy? 00 :03 :55 - Yeah.- No. 00 :03 :56 He's her boss, too. 00 :03 :57 If they find out, what can they -- can they kick me out, or... 00 :04 :00 No... 00 :04 :01 Not officially. 00 :04 :03 You'll just get edged out, blacklisted, 00 :04 :07 banned from his surgeries, 00 :04 :09 passed over for chief resident. 00 :04 :12 It'll be humiliating, but you'll live. 00 :04 :15 I have to end it. 00 :04 :17 I definitely have to end it. 00 :04 :20 I have to end it, right? 00 :04 :22 Meredith, shut up. 00 :04 :23 What? 00 :04 :26 Did you seriously just tell me to shut up? 00 :04 :28 Oh, please. 00 :04 :29 You got a hot doctor who likes to make you open up and say "ahh." 00 :04 :32 It's the american dream. Stop whining about it. 00 :04 :34 No. No good can come from sleeping with your boss. 00 :04 :37 Cristina, you're late. 00 :04 :38 So is Meredith. 00 :04 :40 Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true -- 00 :04 :43 if, by the time the pain of not doing a thing gets worse than the fear of doing it, 00 :04 :48 it can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. 00 :04 :51 When we walk in this door, you will maintain decorum. 00 :04 :53 You will not laugh, vomit, or drop your jaw. 00 :04 :56 Are we understood? 00 :04 :58 Why would we laugh? 00 :04 :59 Oh, just you wait. 00 :05 :00 Good morning, Miss Connors. 00 :05 :02 Good morning. 00 :05 :06 What is it? 00 :05 :08 Tumor. 00 :05 :10 And you thought I was speaking metaphorically. 00 :05 :44 Good morning, Annie. 00 :05 :46 How are you? This is Dr. Bailey, and these are my fellow interns. 00 :05 :48 Dr. Karev, we refer to patients as "mister" -- 00 :05 :51 I told him to call me "Annie." 00 :05 :52 "Ms. Connors" makes me feel old and fat, 00 :05 :56 which I am, but why feel that way? 00 :05 :59 Good morning. 00 :06 :01 Oh, Annie, this is Dr. Burke -- 00 :06 :03 awesome surgeon. 00 :06 :06 Dr. Karev. 00 :06 :07 Oh, Annie Connors is a 43-year-old woman who presented last night 00 :06 :11 with progressive shortness of breath for the past three months. 00 :06 :14 Found to have a very large tumor of unknown origin pressed against her diaphragm. 00 :06 :20 Stable vital signs. Scheduled for C.T. this morning, sir. 00 :06 :23 Thank you, Dr. Karev. 00 :06 :25 Are you at all claustrophobic? 00 :06 :27 I've been housebound for the last year. How claustrophobic could I be? 00 :06 :31 All right, then. 00 :06 :32 Dr. Stevens is going to take you up for a C.T. 00 :06 :35 It'll give us a better look at the tumor, and we'll know how to proceed from there. 00 :06 :38 Could someone tell my mom? 00 :06 :40 She'll worry if she gets back and I'm not here. 00 :06 :42 Yeah, of course. Of course. 00 :06 :44 And would it be possible for Alex to take me instead? 00 :06 :48 I mean, he -- he's just so fun to look at. 00 :06 :54 Annie. 00 :06 :55 Sure. 00 :06 :56 Sure, Ms. Connors. 00 :06 :57 Excuse me. 00 :07 :01 - How much do you think it weighs?- 60 pounds. 00 :07 :03 More. She's carrying around a whole extra person. 00 :07 :06 This one's going in the books. 00 :07 :07 - I've got to get in.- I almost did. 00 :07 :09 Have you ever seen Alex like that? He actually seemed sincere. 00 :07 :12 "Seemed" being the operative word. 00 :07 :14 He was on call when she came in. 00 :07 :15 I am never leaving this place again. 00 :07 :18 Let's move, people. 00 :07 :19 Ms. Connor's surgery, should we choose to proceed, 00 :07 :22 will take most, if not all, of the surgeons off the floor, 00 :07 :25 which means you people will have to work extra hard not to kill anyone, 00 :07 :29 'cause we won't be there to fix your mistakes. 00 :07 :31 Dr. Burke. 00 :07 :36 I really want in on this. 00 :07 :38 I thought we weren't talking. 00 :07 :39 I'm not talking. I'm just saying. 00 :07 :43 Find her mother, get a family history, and I'll tell Bailey. 00 :07 :50 Mr. Harper had a coronary bypass yesterday. 00 :07 :52 His blood pressure, currently 100/65. 00 :07 :54 It was running low overnight down to 70/30, but responded to medication. 00 :07 :59 Postoperative labs show a crit of 30 and normal coagulation. 00 :08 :03 Chest-tube output has halted over the last two hours. 00 :08 :05 What's your plan? 00 :08 :07 Chest x-ray and check the tube for possible occlusion. 00 :08 :09 Good. 00 :08 :10 He's doing fine. 00 :08 :13 Thank you. 00 :08 :23 I know you think I like Meredith, but I don't like Meredith. 00 :08 :27 What? 00 :08 :27 No. I like Meredith. Obviously, I like Meredith. 00 :08 :30 I just -- I just don't have a thing for her. 00 :08 :32 Okay. 00 :08 :33 It's just this morning -- I know you were probably just teasing, 00 :08 :36 but I don't want you to say anything like that to her, because we live together, 00 :08 :39 and that would be really awkward. 00 :08 :40 - George, stop talking.- Okay. 00 :08 :48 Morning. 00 :08 :50 Mr. Levangie, this is Dr. Bailey and her fine staff of surgical interns. 00 :09 :00 Welcome to hell, kids. 00 :09 :05 Who's presenting? 00 :09 :06 Edward Levangie is a 63-year-old man admitted for pain management for dyskinesia. 00 :09 :11 He's been stable since last night and responding well to the bolus injections. 00 :09 :14 Izzie, possible treatments? 00 :09 :16 For parkinson's disease? 00 :09 :17 - Deep brain stimulation has shown very --- Not for parkinson's -- for spinal pain. 00 :09 :25 Intraspinal catheter -- that way, he can have constant pain medication. 00 :09 :30 Excellent. 00 :09 :32 This is Dr. Grey. 00 :09 :33 She's gonna prep you for the procedure and assist. 00 :09 :39 Excuse me. 00 :09 :45 You make yourselves busy. I'll catch up with you. 00 :10 :05 Miranda. 00 :10 :06 Excuse me? 00 :10 :07 Well, that's your name, right? 00 :10 :09 It's on your jacket. 00 :10 :10 All right, fine, I'll just call you "Bailey" then. 00 :10 :12 You think you're charming in that talented, neurotic, overly moussed hair sort of way. 00 :10 :16 Good for you. 00 :10 :17 But if you think I'm gonna stand back and watch while you favor her -- 00 :10 :20 I don't favor her. She's good. 00 :10 :22 I'm sure she is. 00 :10 :23 Can I point out that, technically, I'm your boss. 00 :10 :26 You don't scare me. 00 :10 :27 Look, I'm not gonna advertise your extracurricular activities with my intern. 00 :10 :32 However, the next time I see you favoring Meredith Grey in any way, 00 :10 :35 I'll make sure she doesn't see the inside of an O.R. for a month... 00 :10 :39 just for the sake of balance. 00 :10 :44 - We're all set, doc.- Okay. 00 :10 :47 Annie... there's gonna be a microphone in there for you in case you get scared 00 :10 :51 or you want to get out, but try not to do that, 00 :10 :54 because then we're gonna have to start all over again. 00 :10 :57 I'm fine. I'll be fine. 00 :10 :59 I know you're gonna be fine, because I'm gonna be right over there, 00 :11 :02 behind that glass, waiting for you. 00 :11 :05 All right? 00 :11 :06 Okay. 00 :11 :06 You ready? 00 :11 :07 Are you really ready? 00 :11 :09 Let's do this. 00 :11 :11 See ya. 00 :11 :20 Oh, hey, man, you got an extra battery? 00 :11 :23 Unbelievable. 00 :11 :25 Oh, I know, right? 00 :11 :27 I've never seen anything like this. 00 :11 :29 God. 00 :11 :30 Yeah, well, what I don't understand is how a person lets it get like that. 00 :11 :33 I mean, man, that is a whole lot of nasty. 00 :11 :37 Maybe she's afraid of doctors. 00 :11 :39 Poor thing. 00 :11 :40 Poor thing? Please. 00 :11 :42 If you're afraid of doctors, you take a pill. 00 :11 :44 She's just sick, like, warped, you know? 00 :11 :47 Seriously, I don't know how she lives with herself. 00 :11 :54 Well, at first, we thought she was just putting on weight. 00 :11 :58 When we realized what was happening, I tried to get her to go to the doctor, 00 :12 :02 but she was scared. 00 :12 :04 And the bigger it got, the less she wanted to go. 00 :12 :07 And she never really felt all that sick until last night. 00 :12 :12 She couldn't breathe. 00 :12 :14 Because the tumor was crushing her lungs. 00 :12 :16 Yes, well, I called 911. 00 :12 :18 It just seemed like the right thing to do. 00 :12 :24 The right thing to do would have been to call a year ago. 00 :12 :29 Thank you. 00 :12 :32 Okay, Mr. Levangie. 00 :12 :35 We're gonna get you more comfortable, okay? 00 :12 :38 I'm gonna go downstairs, and I'll be back up shortly. 00 :12 :41 - Okay.- Okay. 00 :12 :46 Excuse me. 00 :12 :48 - I'm sorry, doctor...- Grey. 00 :12 :51 My dad seems to like you. 00 :12 :52 He's always liked skinny blondes. 00 :12 :55 Is that rude? I'm sorry. I'm so tired. 00 :12 :57 Is there something... 00 :12 :59 I was wondering if you would talk to him. 00 :13 :01 - About?- Brain surgery. 00 :13 :04 The doctor mentioned it, and I've read about it on-line. 00 :13 :07 If it worked, it could help with most of his symptoms, not just pain. 00 :13 :11 - Is he a candidate?- He is, but he's afraid of it. 00 :13 :15 Surgery on his back, he can understand, but his brain -- 00 :13 :18 and... there are risks. 00 :13 :20 - But his quality of life --- There isn't any. 00 :13 :24 And it keeps getting worse. 00 :13 :27 I'm getting married next month. 00 :13 :29 I already lost my mom. 00 :13 :31 And I want him to walk... 00 :13 :35 I want him with me. Maybe that's selfish, but... 00 :13 :39 you don't know what it's like having a parent -- 00 :13 :41 watching him... 00 :13 :44 I do. 00 :13 :46 I do know what it's like. 00 :13 :48 I'll see what I can do. 00 :13 :50 Thanks. 00 :13 :52 You're welcome. 00 :13 :54 Thank you. 00 :14 :00 The right hemidiaphragm is so high that it's completely displacing her lung tissue. 00 :14 :04 It's infiltrated her spinal canal in three places. 00 :14 :08 We should start there. 00 :14 :09 It's gonna take three or four hours just to get around those nerves. 00 :14 :12 I'd prefer to start in front and then flip her. 00 :14 :14 You never know what kind of vessels are involved. 00 :14 :16 I'm gonna need a good head start. 00 :14 :19 If I miss a step, she's paralyzed. 00 :14 :22 If I don't relieve the pressure on her lungs, she'll be dead, so she won't mind if she can't walk. 00 :14 :27 Do you think she really wants to live? 00 :14 :29 Come on. She's been housebound. 00 :14 :32 She's been living under this thing, just watching it grow for how long? 00 :14 :36 She doesn't seem stupid -- doesn't even seem all that scared. 00 :14 :40 Why would anyone wait this long unless they wanted to die? 00 :14 :42 People do things every day that they know could kill them -- 00 :14 :45 doesn't mean they want to die. 00 :14 :47 Well, what are her chances of surviving the surgery? 00 :14 :49 Slightly better than if we do nothing. 00 :14 :51 So is it worth it? 00 :14 :54 Hey, come on. You were already thinking it. I'm just saying. 00 :14 :58 She's 43. It's worth a try. 00 :15 :06 Morning. 00 :15 :13 Dr. Shepherd... 00 :15 :15 Mr. Levangie, the parkinson's patient -- 00 :15 :18 is he a good candidate for DBS? 00 :15 :20 Yes, but he's not interested. 00 :15 :22 Okay, but I think it's worth talking to him again, pushing him. 00 :15 :25 We're talking about a brain surgery 00 :15 :27 that is performed while the patient is wide awake. 00 :15 :29 There is a risk of paralysis, a risk of death, and the patient doesn't want it. 00 :15 :33 It is not my job to push him into anything, and it's definitely not yours. 00 :15 :37 Since you're uncomfortable with my decision in this, it's probably best you don't scrub in. 00 :15 :41 It's a minor procedure. You won't be missed. 00 :15 :53 You know, they call you the nazi. 00 :15 :55 So I've heard. 00 :16 :02 I won't lie to you. 00 :16 :04 The surgery is going to be long and difficult, 00 :16 :06 but we have an extremely capable surgical team, and I can -- 00 :16 :09 Am I gonna die? 00 :16 :13 There's always that risk, 00 :16 :15 but if we don't do the surgery... 00 :16 :18 I'll definitely die. 00 :16 :20 Yes. 00 :16 :21 Soon? 00 :16 :22 Yes. 00 :16 :26 - Mom, the room's clean.- Okay, honey, okay. 00 :16 :29 Mom! 00 :16 :30 She'll have the surgery. 00 :16 :32 Mom. 00 :16 :33 No. No, Annie. 00 :16 :36 She will have the surgery. 00 :16 :42 I guess I'll have the surgery... 00 :16 :44 I think that is a very wise decision. 00 :16 :47 On one condition -- I don't want him there. 00 :16 :51 I'm sorry, Annie. Did I upset you in some way? 00 :16 :54 If he's in the surgery, I'm not having it. 00 :17 :00 That's how I live with myself. 00 :17 :03 Okay, Ms. Connors. 00 :17 :06 Dr. Karev. 00 :17 :15 What the hell did you do? 00 :17 :17 Nothing. I don't know. 00 :17 :19 Man. The mike must have been on. 00 :17 :21 If anything goes wrong, anything, 00 :17 :23 you are 60% more likely to be sued if you've offended the patient -- 00 :17 :26 - 60%.- I never would have said that stuff. 00 :17 :28 The mike shouldn't have been on. I didn't realize she could hear me. 00 :17 :32 Now you won't realize your chance to scrub in. 00 :17 :34 You're banned from the O.R. -- mine or anyone else's -- all week. 00 :17 :37 I got the history on the tumor. It's been growing for a year and a half. 00 :17 :40 A year and a half, and it's the first time she's even had it looked at. 00 :17 :43 It's like she's fatally lazy. 00 :17 :49 Why doesn't she get banned? 00 :17 :52 Go prep Annie Connors for surgery. You're scrubbing in with Cristina. 00 :17 :55 Really? I mean, thank you. 00 :17 :57 Okay. 00 :17 :59 We just need to recheck your labs and get an EKG, so I just need to take a little blood. 00 :18 :04 Dr. Burke is great 00 :18 :05 and Dr. Bailey. 00 :18 :07 I know you're probably scared. 00 :18 :08 That's okay, kitten. 00 :18 :09 You can just do your job. 00 :18 :11 You don't have to talk to the fat, nasty tumor lady. 00 :18 :14 I mean, I let it get this bad. How much sympathy do I deserve? 00 :18 :19 Why did you let it get this bad? 00 :18 :23 You're the first person since I got here to ask me that. 00 :18 :26 Well, I guess it's just like the elephant in the room. 00 :18 :29 Elephant? It's more like a giant sow, don't you think? 00 :18 :40 Every time I went to the hospital, someone died -- 00 :18 :44 all four of my grandparents, 00 :18 :46 then my dad, 00 :18 :48 my best friend's mom, 00 :18 :50 my baby sister. 00 :18 :52 They all went in -- never came out. 00 :18 :56 So I put it off. 00 :19 :01 You know, you're not the only one... to put things off. 00 :19 :04 I mean, I never do anything till the last possible minute. 00 :19 :07 Like what? 00 :19 :08 Well... 00 :19 :11 I've had this thing for my roommate since, like, day one, and I just -- 00 :19 :16 I... can't tell her. 00 :19 :18 She probably wouldn't go out with me, anyway, but... 00 :19 :21 how do I know that for sure if I... don't ever ask? 00 :19 :27 Seriously? You're equating your pathetic love life with my record-breaking tumor? 00 :19 :34 Seriously? 00 :19 :38 It's just that he blatantly favors me in front of her, 00 :19 :41 and then blatantly dismisses me. 00 :19 :43 How do you know he was favoring you? 00 :19 :47 Look, you've got a brain. You got into this program. 00 :19 :49 Just because shepherd munched your cookies 00 :19 :51 doesn't mean that you didn't deserve what you worked for. 00 :19 :53 But he's making me look bad. 00 :19 :56 I have to end it. 00 :19 :58 Right. 00 :19 :59 It's over. 00 :20 :01 Is it true you get to scrub in on that tumor? 00 :20 :03 Don't sit here. 00 :20 :04 You get to scrub in? 00 :20 :06 How psyched are you? 00 :20 :07 On a scale of one to ecstatic, ecstatic. 00 :20 :09 That's unbelievable. You know what I think? 00 :20 :12 I think Burke wants to get into your scrubs. 00 :20 :14 Why are you sitting here? 00 :20 :15 He kicked me off that surgery for the same crap you pull every day. 00 :20 :18 If I stuck this fork into his thigh, would I get in trouble? 00 :20 :21 Not if you make it look like an accident. 00 :20 :23 Hey. 00 :20 :25 Thank god, man. 00 :20 :27 I'm drowning in estrogen here. 00 :20 :29 Look, is everything okay? 00 :20 :33 Shepherd's a jackass. 00 :20 :35 Really? I think he's kind of great. 00 :20 :38 He reamed her out in front of Bailey. 00 :20 :39 Why? 00 :20 :40 'Cause he's a jackass. 00 :20 :43 Well, bad days are... bad. 00 :20 :46 Maybe tonight, uh, if, you know, if you drink alcohol, I mean, 00 :20 :51 we could -- all of us, I mean, go out and drink alcohol... 00 :20 :55 because of the bad day. 00 :21 :03 I got to go. 00 :21 :08 Dude. 00 :21 :10 Shut up. 00 :21 :24 - How's your back?- Still good. 00 :21 :27 Can you lean forward for me? I just want to check something. 00 :21 :30 Does that feel okay? 00 :21 :32 Right here? 00 :21 :33 Did you page? 00 :21 :36 Mr. Levangie, have you given any more thought 00 :21 :38 about the other surgical options we discussed this morning? 00 :21 :41 What? 00 :21 :43 Why would I? I already told you no. 00 :21 :47 I'm letting you cut into my back, 00 :21 :50 but that's not enough for you. 00 :21 :52 All you guys ever want to do is cut. 00 :21 :54 Dad, just listen to what he has to say. 00 :21 :56 I already listened. 00 :21 :58 Sir, there's a very small window of opportunity here. 00 :22 :01 Once the parkinson's progresses to a point of dementia, 00 :22 :04 you're no longer a candidate for DBS. 00 :22 :07 And when I'm no longer a candidate, 00 :22 :09 is that when you people will leave me the hell alone?! 00 :22 :15 What? Do I have to start drooling 00 :22 :18 and forget my name to get a little peace and quiet? 00 :22 :22 All right. 00 :22 :23 I'll check back with you later. 00 :22 :25 Try to get some rest. 00 :22 :27 Dad, you're being unreasonable. 00 :22 :30 The doctors are only trying to help you. 00 :22 :32 It's my damn life, and it's my damn brain. 00 :22 :35 You want me to let them cut up my brain while I'm lying here awake -- for what? 00 :22 :40 - Dad!- I'll be at your wedding. 00 :22 :43 I will sit in the back. Your uncle will walk you down the aisle. 00 :22 :47 I know it's not perfect, but it's life. 00 :22 :50 Life is messy sometimes. 00 :22 :54 I know that. 00 :23 :00 If she knows... 00 :23 :02 then what the hell are we still talking for, huh? 00 :23 :06 Why in hell can't she drop it? 00 :23 :12 It is your life. 00 :23 :14 But it's her life, too. 00 :23 :16 And you have a chance to get better here. 00 :23 :19 And all she's asking you to do is try. 00 :23 :31 If they pull this off, I'm totally calling Oprah. 00 :23 :34 You two been working out? 00 :23 :37 Sometimes I jog, and I try to take the stairs whenever possible. 00 :23 :42 Why? 00 :23 :43 See that large pile of tumor? 00 :23 :45 You're gonna be retracting it for the next 14 hours, 00 :23 :48 so I'm just saying I hope you have strong backs. 00 :23 :54 Dr. Shepherd. 00 :23 :56 Yes? 00 :23 :57 Mr. Levangie has agreed to DBS... 00 :24 :00 if we do it today. 00 :24 :03 If he leaves, he won't come back. 00 :24 :09 Don't worry, Dr. Shepherd. 00 :24 :11 It'll take hours before we get around to the spine. 00 :24 :13 I'll page you. 00 :24 :16 All right, then. 00 :24 :20 Let's do it. 00 :24 :28 Dr. Bailey... 00 :24 :31 I didn't know... 00 :24 :34 that he was my boss when I met him. 00 :24 :36 I didn't know. 00 :24 :37 I don't care. 00 :24 :38 Really? 00 :24 :39 Oh, well, you sort of seemed to not be talking to me, so I -- 00 :24 :43 You see this -- what's happening right here? 00 :24 :45 This is the problem with you sleeping with my boss -- 00 :24 :48 not whether or not you knew him before, but how it affects my day. 00 :24 :53 And me standing here talking to you about your sex life affects my day. 00 :24 :58 And the longer this little fling goes on, 00 :25 :01 the more favors you get over the others, 00 :25 :04 who are fighting tooth and nail just to make it through this program without any assistance -- 00 :25 :07 when those people start finding out what's going on 00 :25 :10 and they don't want to work with you and talk to you 00 :25 :14 or look at you and they start bitching and moaning at me, 00 :25 :19 the more it affects my day. 00 :25 :22 So, no, Dr. Grey, 00 :25 :23 I don't care what you knew or when you knew it. 00 :25 :27 Are we understood? 00 :25 :29 - Yes.- Good. 00 :25 :40 This sucks. 00 :25 :41 Yeah, well, I'm not a real fan of yours, either. 00 :25 :43 Not you -- this -- everyone else is scrubbed in somewhere. 00 :25 :45 Bright side -- we have the run of the floor. 00 :25 :47 Want to do it in the stairwell? 00 :25 :49 I'm just saying you never know what could happen. 00 :25 :55 I'm changing. 00 :25 :56 I'll page you if I need you. 00 :25 :57 You do that. 00 :26 :01 You are so my favorite person today. 00 :26 :08 We need to hang another bag of O-neg. 00 :26 :11 Cauterizing the small bleeders to keep my visual field clean. 00 :26 :15 God, is your back killing you? 00 :26 :17 George, shut up. We're in here. 00 :26 :19 More suction, please. 00 :26 :26 Mrs. Harper, let me show you these chest films. 00 :26 :31 We were able to relieve the obstruction of his chest tube, 00 :26 :33 so the buildup of fluid you see here should resolve itself soon. 00 :26 :39 Which translates as he should be home in no time. 00 :26 :42 He was making waffles. 00 :26 :44 I'm sorry? 00 :26 :45 He was making waffles. 00 :26 :46 He was mixing the batter, and -- 00 :26 :48 and then, he was on the floor. 00 :26 :50 Izzie, we need a central line run in 204. 00 :26 :52 - Page Dr. Karev, will you?- He's not answering. 00 :26 :55 I'm so sorry. 00 :26 :56 I'll be back. 00 :27 :09 Like what you see, right? 00 :27 :17 Neuro sponge. 00 :27 :20 How you doing, Mr. Levangie? 00 :27 :22 All right. 00 :27 :24 Where's blondie? 00 :27 :26 I'm right here. 00 :27 :27 Can't you see me? 00 :27 :28 I'm shaky. I'm not blind. 00 :27 :31 Anything goes wrong here, I'm blaming you. 00 :27 :34 Okay, in that case, I'll stay where you can see me. 00 :27 :37 We just have to drill a hole and try to find the spot that controls the motor function. 00 :27 :42 You can't see my brain from there. 00 :27 :44 Aren't you supposed to be learning something? 00 :27 :46 I'm good right here. 00 :27 :51 Okay, Mr. Levangie, just take a couple deep breaths. 00 :27 :54 Focus on the pretty girl. 00 :27 :57 Okay, this is gonna sound really scary, but try and relax. 00 :28 :00 You shouldn't feel a thing. 00 :28 :03 - Any pain here?- No. 00 :28 :05 Here? 00 :28 :06 Okay. 00 :28 :07 Dr. Stevens, I need you to check the x-ray in 2103. 00 :28 :10 2118 needs post-op notes, and jane's wondering if you want her to start feeding 2112. 00 :28 :15 I'm going on break. 00 :28 :16 Okay, yeah, before you do that, could you page Dr. Karev again? 00 :28 :19 - I already paged him.- Yeah, again? 00 :28 :26 - How is it?- Long and slow. 00 :28 :28 I don't envy those two. 00 :28 :29 They've been holding that thing for eight hours. 00 :28 :32 Their arms have to be ready to fall off. 00 :28 :37 Look at the size of this artery. 00 :28 :39 My god. 00 :28 :41 It's as thick as a thumb. 00 :28 :43 You ever seen a vessel this size? 00 :28 :46 No. 00 :28 :48 This thing's just feeding on all her blood. 00 :28 :52 We need more O-negative. 00 :28 :54 I'll call the blood bank. 00 :28 :59 Damn it, O'Malley. 00 :29 :00 Do you want me to kill this patient?! 00 :29 :02 No, I -- sorry. 00 :29 :03 I mean, is the art of retracting just too much for you? 00 :29 :06 No, I was, uh -- um... 00 :29 :10 I had an itch. 00 :29 :14 Way to go, George. 00 :29 :15 Nicely done. 00 :29 :18 Just keep trying, Mr. Levangie. 00 :29 :20 Mimic my motions. 00 :29 :22 You can do it. 00 :29 :24 You're doing great, Mr. Levangie. 00 :29 :26 Just a little longer. 00 :29 :28 Oh, damn it! 00 :29 :32 Take a breath and try again. 00 :29 :34 One more time, Mr. Levangie. 00 :29 :36 The probe is almost in. 00 :29 :38 You'll know it when we find the right spot. 00 :29 :52 Well, how about that? 00 :29 :54 There it is. 00 :29 :56 I'll be a son of a bitch. 00 :30 :07 I was trying to protect you. 00 :30 :10 You trying to protect me is why she's on the warpath. 00 :30 :13 You can't do me favors. 00 :30 :14 You can't ask me to scrub in when I haven't earned it. 00 :30 :17 Okay. Oaky. 00 :30 :18 And you can't treat me like crap when I haven't earned that. 00 :30 :20 I can take care of myself. 00 :30 :22 I got myself into this mess, and I... 00 :30 :25 And you'll get yourself out? 00 :30 :26 I don't... know that yet. 00 :30 :34 Don't let me keep you. 00 :30 :35 You did great work here today. 00 :30 :40 Dr. Shepherd. 00 :30 :41 Yeah? 00 :30 :43 Sorry I called you a jackass. 00 :30 :45 You didn't. 00 :30 :47 I did... twice. 00 :30 :52 Tell you what, blondie, 00 :30 :53 if you don't marry him, I will. 00 :31 :11 No, no, no, Jimmy! 00 :31 :14 No, no, Jimmy, no! 00 :31 :16 What we got? 00 :31 :16 Pressure plummeted to 64/22, and he has runs of v-tach that aren't perfusing. 00 :31 :20 Cvp is sky-high. 00 :31 :21 Give him dopamine -- 10 mikes. 00 :31 :23 He's already maxed out. 00 :31 :24 The resident was here an hour ago, but I can't reach him now. 00 :31 :26 - Of course.- What is the matter with you?! 00 :31 :29 Get her out of here! 00 :31 :30 Mrs. Harper, you have to get out of here. 00 :31 :33 Does he have a myocardial ischemia? 00 :31 :36 No, it's a clot -- big one. 00 :31 :37 Page someone. Page anyone. 00 :31 :39 He'll be dead before they get here. 00 :31 :41 You have to do sOmething. Do anything, please! 00 :31 :44 - You said he was okay!- Get out of here now! 00 :31 :47 You have to cut. 00 :31 :49 I can't. I've never even seen it done. I could kill him. 00 :31 :51 Do nothing, you'll kill him faster. 00 :31 :53 - What's your glove size?- 6. 00 :31 :54 Oh, god. Oh, god. 00 :31 :56 Take a breath, Dr. Stevens. 00 :31 :58 She has to move over there. 00 :32 :00 Walter, move out of the way. 00 :32 :05 Cut the stitches and then the staples. 00 :32 :08 Don't let them fall into the chest cavity. 00 :32 :10 Wait. I've never cracked a chest before. 00 :32 :12 Oh, god. Oh, god. 00 :32 :17 No pulse. Wide complex rhythm. 00 :32 :19 I can't get this clot out. I need more suction. I need more. 00 :32 :21 He's bradying down. 00 :32 :23 You have to get the clot out. 00 :32 :27 I can't get it. 00 :32 :29 Screw it. 00 :32 :29 I'm using my hand. 00 :32 :34 Oh, god, look at the size of that clot. 00 :32 :38 Anything? 00 :32 :38 No. 00 :32 :40 You have to massage the heart, doctor. 00 :32 :46 Come on. 00 :32 :52 Come on, please. 00 :32 :55 Come on, Mr. Harper. 00 :32 :57 We have a pulse. 00 :33 :08 Okay, more suction. 00 :33 :10 How's it going? 00 :33 :12 It's more intertwined than the studies made it look. 00 :33 :14 I need another bag. 00 :33 :16 Call the blood bank. We need more O-negative. 00 :33 :19 I'm down 10 units of blood, and I haven't even flipped her yet. 00 :33 :22 Oh, wow. 00 :33 :25 Hold it steady. 00 :33 :26 Look at that. 00 :33 :28 Sponge. 00 :33 :30 Now, how am I supposed to get around that artery? 00 :33 :38 All right, then. 00 :33 :40 Forceps. 00 :33 :43 Here you go. 00 :33 :45 Excuse me. 00 :33 :47 God, it's unbelievable. 00 :33 :49 Right. 00 :33 :51 How did she live like that? 00 :33 :53 Watch what you say. You never know who's listening. 00 :33 :58 Look at George. 00 :33 :59 He looks like he's about to fall in. 00 :34 :03 Are you really as shallow and callous as you seem? 00 :34 :06 Oh, you want to go out for a drink later and hear about my secret pain? 00 :34 :11 Does that line ever work for you? 00 :34 :13 Sometimes. 00 :34 :16 Must be because you look like that. 00 :34 :19 Like what? 00 :34 :22 So, is that a yes? 00 :34 :24 No. 00 :34 :26 I can't. I'm seeing someone. 00 :34 :28 Look, if you don't want to go out with me, just say so -- 00 :34 :32 no need to lie. 00 :34 :34 Oh, okay. 00 :34 :36 Well, I don't want to go out with you. 00 :34 :38 But I think I really might be seeing someone. 00 :34 :43 No, it's up here. It's up here. 00 :34 :46 We're still in the middle of surgery. 00 :34 :48 Mr. Harper, the post-op heart patient in 2114 -- 00 :34 :51 I had to open his sternotomy bedside. 00 :34 :54 - You what?- What? 00 :34 :56 What? 00 :34 :57 He had cardiac tamponade. 00 :34 :59 His chest films were clean this morning. It happened fast. 00 :35 :02 He was in P.E.A. There was no time. 00 :35 :06 Go ahead. I got it. 00 :35 :09 We're okay here. 00 :35 :10 Yeah, I need some retraction. 00 :35 :12 - Pull back on the retractor.- I got it. 00 :35 :14 You opened a heart bedside, and you couldn't even page me? 00 :35 :17 Needed all the glory for yourself, right? 00 :35 :19 I paged you 50 times. Do you have any idea what I have been through? 00 :35 :24 Oh, man. 00 :35 :26 The battery -- I forgot to change it. 00 :35 :28 You forgot? 00 :35 :29 You forgot?! You are hateful! 00 :35 :31 You are a hateful, lazy, arrogant, hateful man! 00 :35 :37 Hateful! 00 :35 :38 Never a dull moment here at seattle grace. 00 :35 :41 Oh, my god. 00 :35 :42 Get right in there. Get it. 00 :35 :44 She can't afford to lose this much blood. 00 :35 :46 Get me some suction here. I can't see what I'm doing. 00 :35 :49 Clamp, clamp, clamp, please. 00 :35 :53 - Is there any blood in the rapid infuser?- We're waiting on two units. 00 :35 :56 What do you mean you're waiting? 00 :35 :57 We didn't anticipate this much blood loss. 00 :35 :59 We prepped a double supply. We've used it all. 00 :36 :01 - What did you cut?- Nothing. 00 :36 :03 It just blew. 00 :36 :04 She came in with too much damage. 00 :36 :06 - The artery walls are too weak.- Take care of it. 00 :36 :09 - Annie, come on.- ...10 units of O-negative. 00 :36 :11 I cannot see -- what's this? George, give me your hand. 00 :36 :14 Push right down here. Pull. Suction, suction! 00 :36 :17 The pressure's dropping. 00 :36 :18 She needs blood. Where the hell is the blood?! 00 :36 :24 Somebody grab that. Push it back, George. Come on. 00 :36 :29 Oh, god. Just squeeze it off right there. 00 :36 :33 Here we go. 00 :36 :40 Is that O-negative for O.R. 1? 00 :36 :41 - Uh-huh, O.R. 1.- O.R. 1, right? 00 :36 :43 - I got it!- I got it! 00 :36 :48 Some suction, please, in here, now. 00 :36 :52 We're losing her now. Look at this. 00 :36 :54 Come on. 00 :37 :10 Oh, come on! 00 :37 :12 Come on! 00 :37 :42 Time of death is 11:42. 00 :38 :02 I got it! 00 :38 :26 The early bird catches the worm. 00 :38 :29 A stitch in time saves nine. 00 :38 :34 Messy. 00 :38 :35 I'm sorry. 00 :38 :36 Don't be. 00 :38 :37 You saved his life. 00 :38 :48 He who hesitates is lost. 00 :39 :03 We can't pretend we haven't been told. 00 :39 :07 We've all heard the proverbs, 00 :39 :09 heard the philosophers, 00 :39 :11 heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time, 00 :39 :15 heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. 00 :39 :21 Still, sometimes, 00 :39 :23 we have to see for ourselves. 00 :39 :39 I'm not doing you any more favors. 00 :39 :41 This was it. 00 :39 :43 I've been holding 50 pounds of tumor for the past 12 hours. 00 :39 :47 My back's gonna need traction, and the patient died anyways. 00 :39 :50 And you think you did me a favor? 00 :39 :53 Look, I'm just... 00 :39 :56 What is this... 00 :39 :58 that we're doing here? 00 :40 :02 What is it? 00 :40 :07 You need a definition? 00 :40 :09 You really want to be that guy? 00 :40 :15 We have to make our own mistakes. 00 :40 :20 Lock the door. 00 :40 :24 We have to learn our own lessons. 00 :40 :26 Have you seen Meredith? 00 :40 :29 Save yourself the misery, man. She's off the market. 00 :40 :32 What? 00 :40 :33 No, that's not -- we're just friends. 00 :40 :35 Whatever. 00 :40 :36 But she's not. I mean, if she was seeing someone -- I live with her -- I would know it. 00 :40 :50 We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore, 00 :40 :56 until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin meant... 00 :41 :04 ...that knowing is better than wondering... 00 :41 :12 ...that waking is better than sleeping... 00 :41 :19 I, um, know this place 00 :41 :23 where there's an amazing view of sunrise over the ferryboats. 00 :41 :31 I have a thing for ferryboats. 00 :41 :34 I remember. 00 :41 :48 ...and that even the biggest failure, 00 :41 :50 even the worst, most intractable mistake 00 :41 :54 beats the hell out of never trying. 00 :41 :57 Transcript: Raceman - Synchro: Amariss- www.forom.com - ÿ